Be Still.
Posted: Friday, March 5, 2010 Filed under: 2k10, 2k7, Louis and Me! | Tags: Be Still., Bible, journal, marriage, psalm, Richmond, scripture Comments Off on Be Still.Psalm 46:
10. “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.”
By the end of the summer….God had told me…not in an audible voice….but in a peaceful kind of way, that He was going to provide the other 1/2 of my pair in December of that year. I sensed it…I felt it in my spirit. I was shocked when Marc confirmed it soon after. He came to me….explaining that he really felt that I was going to meet someone in 4th quarter. Can you believe it?!?! We couldn’t!! We could both be right!!! We both heard the same thing just differently…because December is in 4th quarter!!!
Now, some of you might be thinking…I don’t understand. You heard from God? Did you hear Him speak? What does that mean exactly??? God communicates in many ways. One secret to hearing Him…is being silent every now and then. Kinda hard to hear Him when there is a lot of distractions and noise around. The Lord often speaks to me through Scriptures. When I am reading…like back in Luke 10:1-7, the Word becomes alive. That is why it sometimes is referred to as The Living Word. You can read scripture over and over….and think you have learned a ton…everything. Then…days/months/years later you read it again…and something else jumps off the page…like lambs among wolves. Other times, He uses other people to share with you. There are many many ways to hear from the Lord. (You might also remember the stories about Saul/Paul, the burning bush, donkey, etc. as well!)
When you do hear, I’d encourage you to write it down. Journal. I must admit…that’s the only way I remember this story like I do…because I keep a journal. Habakkuk 2:1-2
A couple of scriptures you might want to read, but there’s a whole lot more! 1 Kings 19:9b-20, Acts 2:1-4, 17
There have been many times that I needed an answer at a major fork in the road (like moving to StLouis or not) or even something more simple. or I just needed some reassurance and some peace. I got still and heard from Him who has all the answers.
So…tell me….what is your favorite scripture regarding hearing from God? or tell me about a time when you clearly heard from the Lord. I’m tired of doing all the talking! 🙂 It’s your turn now! Feel free to comment!
If you want to talk about this more….don’t hesitate to contact me! Would love to chat about it with you. Or…go to your Pastor if you have one…and explore more.
Peace!
SWF Seeks Other 1/2 of Pair
Posted: Thursday, March 4, 2010 Filed under: 2k7, Louis and Me! | Tags: Bible, marriage, missionary, prayer, scripture, Urban 2 CommentsIn addition to all the craziness…I still hadn’t met the other half of my pair!!! Allow me to refresh your memory.
Born in 1963….I was never married.
December 2005….at 42 years old I prayed for the bone….God answers!
December 2006…at 43 years old…Don brings me Luke 10:1-7 and the Lord speaks to me…to pray for the other 1/2 of my pair….not for my future husband.
2007….I was still meeting with a small group of women. The 3 of us were not married…and decided to write down what we were looking for in a husband. So…we each created a list, made copies and shared them with each other, so that we could pray.
Now..Marc (at work) was following my story. He was very aware of everything that was going on…and prayed with and for me. He took my list home to include it in his prayers on a regular basis. He’d come into work…and say…. “Hey Mart! I put in knee time for you this weekend!” What a dependable prayer partner!!! He was such a faithful friend!
One day following our worship service at Commonwealth, Pastor Don asked me if he could “get in my business”. Pastor Don and I were meeting on a regular basis for breakfast. He was a true God-send! He was encouraging me in my own spiritual growth and the work I was doing in SBH. This particular day…he wanted to know if I wanted to get married. Yes, I said…I do. But, that the Luke 10 scripture had changed my prayer. That I was no longer praying for my future husband…but was praying for the other 1/2 of my pair.
Now, those of you who know Don….think about voice inflection. Don’s response was “Yes! That’s what I am talking about! Yes!” With his arms pumping in the air. You know Don! Now…it kinda caught me off guard…so I didn’t ask him why! (Silly me!) But…he DID ask me…if I got a call…would I go out. That is a bit of a crazy question. I had given up blind dates DECADES ago! But, I trusted Don and his heart. More importantly…I trusted God. After all…we had quite a crew praying, right! Why shouldn’t I expect God to answer those prayers. When 2 or more or gathered….
Later…I did remember to ask Don….and he told me about a “guy”. But…that “guy” never called….*sniff*sniff*
But…I kept doin’ my thing….loving God and others in SBH, while continuing to pray.
Forgive Me…
Posted: Monday, February 22, 2010 Filed under: 2k5 and before | Tags: Commonwealth Chapel, cross, Jesus, mission, obedience, prayer, Richmond, scripture 2 CommentsDeuteronomy 8
6 Observe the commands of the LORD your God, walking in his ways and revering him. 7 For the LORD your God is bringing you into a good land—a land with streams and pools of water, with springs flowing in the valleys and hills; 8 a land with wheat and barley, vines and fig trees, pomegranates, olive oil and honey; 9 a land where bread will not be scarce and you will lack nothing; a land where the rocks are iron and you can dig copper out of the hills.
I went on to work on that 2nd day of praying in Jesus name over my singleness. Within just a couple of hours…my phone rang. A colleague of mine, Steve, called to ask me if I wouldn’t mind hanging out with a friend of his, Kevin. Kevin just happened to be coming to town from the West Coast. Steve and his wife had plans that had them tied up on Friday night, that would leave Kevin alone for the evening. So, he wanted me to go to dinner with him so that he wouldn’t have to hang out in the hotel by himself. Needless to say…I stopped and literally looked at the phone…and said, ‘did God just answer my prayer in a matter of hours?’ Why is it that I, and maybe you to, find it surprising that God answers our prayers? Shouldn’t we expect the answer to our prayers?
After being in shock (and scared to death!!!) for a few days, I finally gave in to Steve…and to God. I picked up Kevin at the hotel (another funny…but long story…). Because I hadn’t gotten to go home yet, I asked Kevin if he minded if we stopped by my house so that I could freshen up. We walked into my house, where I had a wall of crosses on the left inside the front door (so they wouldn’t be missed). The wall of crosses started as a small collection representing each member of my family. I understand that it is a Latin American tradition. It has now grown to a wall of about 40 crosses of different sizes and materials. Kevin was captivated by it. I could tell that this was a God moment, as Kevin was literally drawn to the wall and proceeded to take them in. I said a quick silent prayer and left Kevin alone…with God and the crosses, and went upstairs to change and freshen up.
Kevin later described his moment as ‘holy’ and ‘warm’. We had a great conversation about the wall, its meaning, and its impact. He shared his favorite with me…and how it reminded him of Peter or one of the other disciples crafting it while sitting on a hill listening to the word of Jesus. He then shared his ‘life scripture’ with me….Deuteronomy 8. Kevin owns his own company…where times have been good and bad. But, regardless of the time, God is always faithful. These are notes from my journal… “God is bringing you into a good land where you will lack nothing. Praise the Lord for the good land. Do not forget the Lord or stop following His commandments. Do not become proud. Remember the Lord who provided this, gave you the ability to do this – produce wealth . Remember the Lord, your God, or face destruction.”
I meditated on this Word every day for the next week or so when I received a sizable amount of money that I was not expecting. I was totally shocked! What was I going to do with this money? I wanted a fence. I wanted a shed. I wanted a new car. (almost NEEDED a new car). But, I knew I needed to be sacrificial with the money.
After giving money to some needs in my family, I also wrote Rob (remember Rob….my pastor at the new church?) to let him know that I was going to be giving a ‘chunk of change’ to my church. Didn’t care what it went to, as I trusted him and our board, but I just felt led that day at that exact moment to let him know..as it was about a month later. I felt like there was more to the story. God was up to something! Because I was overwhelmed with the need to e-mail Robby on that Thursday even though it was his day off.
Rob e-mailed the next day following a church planning meeting. Later, at Starbucks, Rob shared that there had been a struggle between a list of projects/ministries they felt we were being led to do in 2006 and the budget…the fine line between faith and using the common sense that God gave us. God has used me (and Kevin…and Steve…and the provider of the money) to send a message to our church leadership….not that my money would solve the problem because it wasn’t THAT much!!!…but, to let them know that God would provide and to walk in faith.
When you take God seriously in your life…as a living sacrifice…He will use you. Hold on!!! Praise the Lord! As my friend Marcus taught me…”Hold my rope while I shout!”-Shirley Ceasar. My encouragement to you….when you take God seriously and read and meditate on the Word, expect God to use you….and be obedient to that which he asks – be ready! I often wonder…did these moments happen in the past? Did I miss them? How many God-moments had I missed in my life? How many times had I ignored what He asked me to do? What would have happened if at any point one of us didn’t do what He asked us to do?
Lord…forgive me for the many God-moments I have missed and for the many times that I haven’t been obedient!
Friends, co-workers, strangers, etc…forgive me…for not always being obedient to what God has asked me to do.
I pray that He will give me another chance to be obedient again…for each time I have missed. And I pray…that I don’t miss them again.